I'm not dead!

Tuesday, Sept. 07, 2004 at 10:06 a.m.

So I bet you thought I was dead huh? LoL. Sometimes I feel like it, but I wanted to update for my favorite ex boyfriend, VanW! Haha. He asked about my diary the other day, poor kid thought I got a new one and didn’t inform him! Never VanW! Never!

Anyway, so the main reason I haven’t updated in forever is because I had a major issue. A couple of months ago I stopped taking my Lexapro because I thought I didn’t need it, and it was making me fat. But that wasn’t a smart decision. I guess by just going off of it cold turkey it messed with my serotonin and I just went down hill. I got really depressed and thought I was going crazy. I had all these weird thoughts that I didn’t know where they were coming from. It was scary. I was out of work for 3 weeks. Well one of those weeks I was on vacaction and that’s when it all started. I spent a lot of time at colleen’s and what not because that’s where I felt more comfortable. So I’m back on my lexapro a lot more then before and I’m on Atavin for the anxiety. I feel a lot better, but I have sometimes where I feel upset and think I’m never going to be normal again. It’s not fun at all. But my family was really there for me.

That was pretty much my august! I went back to work which was good because I missed it and I really need to make money. Sarah went off to college so we got a new employee. His name’s Aaron and he’s hot! LoL. I can’t date him though. Dan won’t let me. He’s all “you’re his superior” and blah blah! Whatever Dan! I’m probably going to regret saying that! I usually turn out to despise my employees after a few weeks! Haha! But he seems like he’s going to be good. He has a lot of drive and ambition. He’s a smoker though and he’s going to have to get used to not having a break and going out to smoke. I know it sucks, but that’s how GNC is!

So I start classes today. This should be a blast. They kicked me out again over the summer. This time because I dropped a class in last time I was kicked out I was readmitted on the bases of not dropping anymore classes. Whatever. But they let me back in. Today I have Macroeconomics and Precalc. Cousin D’s with me this year. I have to show him around today. I think he only has one class today…Jazz styles and development or whatever. He’ll like that. He likes to blow his horn.

So my school schedule looks like this: Monday nights from 6:00-8:45 I have Business Law I. Tuesdays and Thursdays from 2:00-3:15 I have economics. Then from 6:00-8:00 I have Precalc! That should be a fantastic class.

Well I think this is a good update for now. I’m going to try and keep this up more. I still need to fix the archives and I think I want a new layout, but I don’t have a copy of Dreamweaver on here. Oh, VanW… :)

Have a good one kids.

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