Sean

Tuesday, Sept. 14, 2004 at 10:21 p.m.

So when I left you yesterday I said I did have some good news out of all this! And that of course would be Sean! For those of you who don’t remember Sean, he’s from about 2 years ago maybe? Maybe not that long, but check some past entries to find out! LoL. But to make a long story short, I was interested in him, he thought he was ready but turned out not to be. I was a little upset, but moved on from them. Since then we kind of kept in touch, but never on the same page as I like to put it. But now we are! Last night he asked me to be his girlfriend!! Awww! How sweet is that? So I though about it. And I said yes. I don’t know what it is about my relationships, but like the last couple of them have initiated online! Like I’ve never been asked in person! Maybe I’ll tell Sean he has to ask me in person or it doesn’t count! Hehe.

I know a lot of people are wondering where this is coming from and is it too soon. I thought of that too. But for on Sean and I have known each other for awhile. And we were “something” at one point. So it’s not like I just met the kid and everything. Although there is plenty I don’t know about him (like he has a sister, who is married, and is now pregnant!! LoL.) And there is plenty he doesn’t know about me. But I think it’ll be fun to get to know each other together. As for being too soon, I don’t know if there is a too soon, or a too late or a just right time. I did go through a lot, and Sean knows most of it, plus he’s supportive of it, and that’s what I need. When it comes down to it I wanted to date Sean in the past, and I still have feelings for him so this is as good as time as any. It’s not like Ted and I’s break up was out of the blue…how many of you saw it coming??? Yea…that’s what I thought.

So this relationship is going to be different than any other relationship I’ve ever had. And I was aware of this going into it and I still chose to! First off he has a kiddie, Kaleb, I don’t think I even mentioned his name here. But yes, that’s his name. I have a picture of Sean and him. I’ll post it once I get my gold membership back up and get this layout all set. But anyway, I know Kaleb is his number one priority, and he needs to be there for him. But you know that’s really cool. Not to many guys his age would step up to the responsibility like he has. Plus Kaleb is super cute. LoL. I was there on Sunday and he dropped something on my shoe. So he bends down and picks it up and then looks at me and says “I’m soooorry!” LoL! Too cute!!

Another hurdle is the fact that he lives in Waterford. That’s a nice 40 minute drive from me. And he doesn’t drive yet. But he’s gonna work on that and then that’ll help too. So I mean it’s different, but not in a bad way. I’m actually very excited. I get to see him tomorrow night!

In the morning I have a meeting with Pastor Tom (yea I go to church now…that’s another update.) Then I have a hair appointment. I’m getting it done like the new herbal essences highlighting thingie. I’m going to darken my hair then put light brown highlights in. It should be hot!

Well kids, I’m going to lay down and wait for Sean to ring! Night all.

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