Hi Kel, This is Your Bestest Friend Jen, Where the Hell Are You?

Sunday, Jan. 30, 2005 at 9:49 p.m.

I had the weirdest dream about Daniel last night. It felt so real it scared me. Well not really scared me. I guess more like disappointed me. But whatever…

Work is going crazy. I hate that I can’t really talk about it (because I’m not supposed to know) but I need to vent. Kyle and I both got the “what are your future plans at GNC” talk from Dan last week. Which means someone’s going. I found out who, and I’m a little upset, but it has to be done and I understand Dan’s reasoning and I’ll back him on it 100%. I think it’s a better situation for Kyle to move up though. I’d miss him so much though. He’s such a great employee and I love him, but it’s a good opportunity for him and he needs the money. He was concerned about me, but as much as I want my own store, frankly I won’t leave Dan. And I told Kyle I’ll help him out anyway I can…go reorganize the store, rehire a new staff…whatever he needs…I’ll even work there for him if I can get out of Rotterdam some. But we’ll see what happens. We still need people for Rotterdam. Dan’s doing interviews tomorrow. I’m not overly thrilled with anyone. Well there is one girl who could have potential.

I went to lunch with Melissa and her family today. We went to Friendly’s where George M works! I told him about a plan we need to work on. I’m calling it operation: Brandon. LoL. There’s this kid that works in the other Friendly’s store that I might want to get to know. I don’t know why really. I mean he seems nice. He’s good looking. But why am I looking again? Oh, that’s right! I am just looking to get hurt again! No, ok I don’t really believe that. As much as I wish I could turn away I can’t. It’s like I crave it. And it’s not that I just want to be with “someone.” If that was true I could have done that with the Greek guy or some of the other ones that IM me from cupid. No, I’m looking for someone I can connect with that isn’t an asshole. I just wish he’d come soon.

So I have to go to the doctor tomorrow. This should be fun. I wonder who he’s going to try and get me to go to now. He’s always sending me some where. I also have to go to GNC tomorrow. I’m starting 401(k) at work and Dan’s going to help me fill it out. How sad is that? I know NOTHING about finance and shit. I’m lucky he’s finance major. So that should be fun.

Well I think I’m going to go find other ways to amuse myself. Night kids.

Kel- where the Hell are you?

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