Whatever

Sunday, Feb. 06, 2005 at 10:29 p.m.

Things are so screwed up. Why does everything have to be so complicated? Sorry, I didn’t mean to quote Avril there. It just sucks. I’m seriously thinking of just moving to Syracuse and never talk to anyone from here again. Well, except for VanW, but he’s a ‘Cuser now so he doesn’t count.

LoL. Kyle calls me today around 1ish and he’s like “It’s just me! But I wanted to let you know it’s OK if he hasn’t called yet! He’s not supposed to! Don’t worry…he will!” I couldn’t help but laugh at him. He said it’d be ok if I called him after a few days, but Dan is dead set on me not calling him. I don’t know who to believe because they both have tainted views. Whatever.

Drew’s pissing me off. Ok, well maybe pissing me off isn’t the right word here. I don’t know what he’s doing to me, but it’s not good. Sometimes I just want to smack him and other times I seriously just want jump on him and well use your imagination. VanWormer says I’m rushing things, but how the Hell do you rush something that’s been around since back in the fucking day? I mean am I the only one that sees something here? Because if I am I seriously need to know so I can get off this whole kick I’m on. I don’t know what’s going on in his head and frankly I don’t want to know, but I know what’s going on in my head. And I know how I feel about him and this whole situation. It’s like how do you ignore the feelings? How do you just toss them aside? How many times has it been back and forth between one person being single, and then the other not? How do you set aside an opportunity that has been wanting and waiting to happen since 8th fucking grade? I don’t understand it.

I need Dave…

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