Seek Up an Emotion

Tuesday, Feb. 08, 2005 at 6:44 p.m.

I’m supposed to be in class right now, but I just decided to not go. Big surprise coming from me, huh? I did go to my beverage management class though. That guy is so funny. Too bad I’m not a culinary student otherwise I’d so get my classes with him. Today we learned all about Beer. To bad I’m not a beer drinker. He gave us some pretty interesting homework.

After class I stopped into see Kyle. He’s such an ass. His new thing is whenever he sees me he starts singing “Can I get a Witness?!” I yelled at him, but he won’t stop. Everyone keeps telling me to forget about Brandon. It’s kind of disturbing, but I don’t know. Yes, I do want to get to know him more, and I do find him attractive, but there’s more to this story then I lead on. Ok here we go being 100% honest now…

I want Drew. I have for quite sometime now. On and off though out the years we’ve both liked each other, and for some reason or another it has kept us apart. And until recently we didn’t tell each other this. I mean I always kind of knew he liked me and I’m sure he knew the same about me. But now everything is out in the opening and the opportunity is there. We’re both single and it’s known we want each other. So what’s the problem? He’s not ready. He wants to be single for awhile.

I think he’s apprehensive in a way and very stubborn. I don’t know why. I mean I tell him all the time that this has been waiting to happen for years. How can you deny that? And to top it all off he’s afraid to even be around me because he’s afraid a relationship will form. Well ok, if a relationship forms obviously it’s because it’s supposed to. I hang out with Kyle all the time and no relationship has formed despite that fact that I think he’s hot and at one time he wanted to go out. Ya know? And all I have to say to that Drew is, don’t be so afraid about what might happen, be more afraid of what might not happen if you let this go! Ok, enough of Drew. He drives me crazy.

Tomorrow I have a meeting in Delmar. It’s a loss prevention meeting with Ron our LP Manager. In the 3+ years I’ve been with the company I’ve never met him so this will be good. I have to pick up Dawn around 9 and then we’re gonna head up there. I wish Kyle could come too, but he needs to work at the store.

I’m exhausted tonight so I’m gonna start some packing and then get ready for bed. Night kids.

last & next

What'd ya miss Kel?

#36 and Kyle- Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
Psychic Sue- Friday, Aug. 19, 2005
Random Late Night Phone Convo with Kyle William Bradley- Thursday, Aug. 18, 2005
Dan and I Are Back Together!- Monday, Aug. 08, 2005
I Met Liz Bishop!- Thursday, Aug. 04, 2005

newest archives profile guestbook design host